To all my Queens

To my Queen, my Hearts Queen. She's the keeper of all my secrets. She knows everything, even when I'm feeling numb. When I'm falling apart, you remember me to keep all the pieces tightly sewn together... this away, even when I start to desperately cut myself apart, everything is in place, every feeling is given, every emotion and sensation pours in me like water...

To my Queen, my Diamonds Queen. She's the Lust one. She is so strong, my deadly sin. Luxury is like the earth beneath my feet, necessary so that my physical self feels more stable. The satisfaction can be great... But she is not greedy, she is not selfish. She likes to share. She shares her life like Earth shares her with us...

To my Queen, my Clubs Queen. So volatile you are, fiery in my mind. Make me feel, make me power, make me electricity, make me energy. You provide me guidance, objectives, warmth, heat, light... Maybe you don't like me much... and I know it, but still, your small presence, sometimes, light my way... Makes my air more breathable, more warm...

To my Queen, my Spades Queen. You flow through me like thin air... You are my mind, my world, my imagination, my everything. I don't like you, I love you, and I hate you. "You never see me, but I love when you glare at me. You never touch me, I love it when you hit me. You never loved me, I love it when you hate me". Do you still feel the same? Why are you stronger than everyone else? You are my state of mind, my state of conflict. You are my breakthrough... So break through me just how you love it.